I can't let anyone know though, I don't think Gen'll come here unless i tell her that i posted...I am already causing her enough stress! I'm confuzzled big time over everytimg...mabye i gotta let Krissy go...but then she'll ALWAYS be around because Genni and her are bff and ugh i'll always have this akward thing with Gen being HER bff...thinking about Genni going to school makes me even MORE sick. It's not about me but i'd be miserable with out her. and i'd never be able to get on the phone with her...our friendship would be destined to non existants i'm sure. :*******(. But i'm sure Kristen will find some way like calling Genni or something like that...I mean there friendship has lasted this long why won't it keep going? i can always keep getting hurt by Krissy! She is ALWAYS doing to me and if i bring it up she's going to get all mad and block me AGAIN! This is like almost hopeless or she'll think i'm "accusing" her my gosh!
