Haven't been here 4 a while.

Gosh, things really are falling down just  likes leaves!
I'm so stressed over the piano i messed up this week and next week i can't screw it up again! I have to practice 5 songs (2 learn to play well, one learning a song 4 recital in Jund, and the other one is to see if i like it and another is one i memorized but i still gotta practice to keep it "crisp') and it's really stressing me out big time plus the Krissy thing and other stuff.

That hell dream has been freaking me out since i had it. *sigh* Gen said don't worry but i'm kinda scared. then it's the J thing i love her so much i hate seeing her always beaten down and sad. Me AND J gotta do some letting go. Her to Chris and me to...well anyways, I'm have X-second thoughts on the recital what if i screw it up? I wanna invite Emily i gotta write my list out. Guess i'll do that soon. I bought a CP Disk it's called "My diary" it's really awesome u can do voice, pics, video, typed and more entrys! it  was only $1 from target. i love it already! it's got killer differnt things that are really hi-tech ^_^ .