I'm making a quilt i'm finishing it it's really boring it's a plain patch quilt 4 mah grandma and it's annoying me!!! lol i wanna make this new one i came up with this idea that seems really cool and all so but i need light blue material.

Sooo i haven't eaten today at all cuz nothing here good to eat! (did i just mix that sentace up?)  miss my friends or x-friends i dunno it is like i'm trying to come back into there world and theyr'e pushing me out. Maybe it's a mistake i feel so dirty or something. Even here things have changed. I wanna join a homeschool building or w/e i want to join the Girl Scouts but i don't hink i will they've changed ALOT and i guess it depends on the troop or something. I did fund a Christian alternitave to the girl scouts but it's like 2 hr away from mah house so blah to that.

I wanna babysit too but then there is a qustion to wear? We live ina small neighborhood and we don't talk to alot of ppl i mean we talk but we on't know the ppl that have kids all like that.
Mah church has a needs and seeds thingy i can put under seed babysitter. I was also thinking about teaching Piano my teacher officialy a while ago gave me permission (wink wink) to teach it was a compliment realy. yes my spelling sux somtimes i know.

I've misssed alot that has happened  i guess but alot has happened with me too. I don't "Do anything around the house anymore" So  that's why i haven't been getting allowence my mum said. and she says over and over that i don't try to change and that i'm getting worst what does seh know? Cuz i AM trying to change she says it like i want to be a jerk or something. I dunno Shani is drifting i guess and stuff. I'm worried about other stuff that ppl say don't be i have to and anyone who knows me well should know what i'm talking about. maybe i'll sew some mroe. eh, no way not now. Gilmor Girls is on yay! maybe i'll watch that. Then go downstairs. I gotta talk to Emmie but she's at school and i dunno what time her lunch is...ah well maybe after school is out 4 the day..