Friday, January 21, 2005
Well, i didn't get a chance to get on earlier today so now i'm on...Genni just signed on too. and the Ames...haven't talked to her in a while.
Krissy didn't IM me she went to away then came bak when Jesse signed on...
Well...i asked Shani to make the invites 4 my recital and to order Shannon' b-day present for me on her card then i'll pay her bak in cash. I think he'll love it least i HOPE so.
I'm feeling a bit better about the piano and the songs but the Bach Minuet is like hard! But i'm AM NOT giving up, check it?
I'm feeling betta special thanks to me (yes i ment to say "me" Boy *hug*
Me Boy loved J's flower and so did i it's REALLY good he thinks so too and he's a REALLY good artist fo showezy babe ^_^ he said he can't draw flowers worth anything but he sure can draw other things REALLY REALLY well AND he writes poetry i've known him like 2 yrs now. He 4got my age like i 4got his he's 17 and he guess that i was 15-16 I wuz flattered! he said things won't change or anything he's cool like that he's a really good friend. He said i was ..."had a good view of things" lol we always have interesting convos over philospy or what not. Stuff like over poems he read that are way rad...AND he loves like 45 mins from me LOL.
I also schooled him in on h/s and explained it to him.
Well a snow storm is comming over the weekend...hope the eletric stays on!!!!!!
More LATER!!!
Posted at 04:18 pm by Giggless92
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Thursday, January 20, 2005
Well, i'm sill really stressed out and stuff over MORE things.
I can't let anyone know though, I don't think Gen'll come here unless i tell her that i posted...I am already causing her enough stress! I'm confuzzled big time over everytimg...mabye i gotta let Krissy go...but then she'll ALWAYS be around because Genni and her are bff and ugh i'll always have this akward thing with Gen being HER bff...thinking about Genni going to school makes me even MORE sick. It's not about me but i'd be miserable with out her. and i'd never be able to get on the phone with her...our friendship would be destined to non existants i'm sure. :*******(. But i'm sure Kristen will find some way like calling Genni or something like that...I mean there friendship has lasted this long why won't it keep going? i can always keep getting hurt by Krissy! She is ALWAYS doing to me and if i bring it up she's going to get all mad and block me AGAIN! This is like almost hopeless or she'll think i'm "accusing" her my gosh!
Posted at 10:20 am by Giggless92
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Wednesday, January 19, 2005
Haven't been here 4 a while.
Gosh, things really are falling down just likes leaves!
I'm so stressed over the piano i messed up this week and next week i can't screw it up again! I have to practice 5 songs (2 learn to play well, one learning a song 4 recital in Jund, and the other one is to see if i like it and another is one i memorized but i still gotta practice to keep it "crisp') and it's really stressing me out big time plus the Krissy thing and other stuff.
That hell dream has been freaking me out since i had it. *sigh* Gen said don't worry but i'm kinda scared. then it's the J thing i love her so much i hate seeing her always beaten down and sad. Me AND J gotta do some letting go. Her to Chris and me to...well anyways, I'm have X-second thoughts on the recital what if i screw it up? I wanna invite Emily i gotta write my list out. Guess i'll do that soon. I bought a CP Disk it's called "My diary" it's really awesome u can do voice, pics, video, typed and more entrys! it was only $1 from target. i love it already! it's got killer differnt things that are really hi-tech ^_^ .
Maybe we can help J exspress herself through writing or poetry instead of cutting like take it out in something else like kick-boxing! Screaming, stuff like that.
Oh, i'm so worried about her.
Then i'm stressed over me "Out of Shapeness"
I gotta get Shannon his b-day present with mim money!
*Sigh* AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH
I'm so SICK of this i "HATE this ARGH WHY DOES DADDY THINK HE'S SO RIGHT? HE THINNKS HE KNOWS ME SO FRIGGIN MUCH. Maybe i shOULD DO SOMETHING TO FREAK EVERYONE OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EVERYONE ELSE HAS SOMETHING TO LOOK 4WARD TO LIKE THE TRIP TO VA TO MEET EACHOTHER, GOING ON A CRUISE, MY BROTHER IS SO SCREWED UP, SHANI IS GETTING CONFUSED NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME AND I'M SICK OF IT DANG IT!
Posted at 12:01 pm by Giggless92
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Monday, October 04, 2004
Today Daddy was being a butt grr like always these last few days :'( Firt i stabbed myself with a pencil by mistake (it only pushing some skin u) so mommy asked daddy what to put on it and she had to tell him what happened. So he's like "How'd that happen? Playing around?" Momm said yes, "I knew it you play with chicken bones, forks, and now penicls" Or he saidd something like that!. Then when me and mommy was playing a game 4 math he said that she was helping me! I mean scuuuse me 4 not being sooo perfect like u oh daddy-o :'(. So then, he says it in this loud voice while he eats stupid grits, egg, and chicken from last night. Then he said,"stop telling her the anseres blah blah blah!" but she wasn't! I was just learing it. THEN, he said when I got some of the answeres wrong that, "See? u helped her so much that she don't know them." But i did know them I just didn't care anymore and i was about to cry i just s aid, "I don't know." So then he says "She'snot trying to remember the answeres!" by that time we finished the game. Thank god and i started to cry. Daddy said he didnt even say anything he just burped!!. I think he impied he don't think i'll commit to keyboard well i will show him!! and he says he so easy to talk to well no 4 me i pretty much stopped talking to him I don't care. Sometimes i wish he would die or i would it's not fair!! :'( :( :(
Posted at 11:13 am by Giggless92
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Sunday, October 03, 2004
Sometimes don't u ever wanna cry anc cry till nothing left of u but your soul? And u wish maybe your soul will be beautiful and nice...unlike your fleshy cover? don't u wish? It doesn't matter not the keyboard, the lesson or anything I just wanna cry and i wish somone would be there to hug me but no one will be that I want.
Posted at 03:34 pm by Giggless92
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Sorry Shanna, but the BRAG grouping was totally random...I don't know how it came out that way, but it did. Sorry...don't feel too bad, I even forgot someone, and now I gotta go through and edit it all! grrr....
Posted at 03:16 pm by
Genni
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I'm in a 'BRAG' group with ppl i never even talked to! and Kris and Gen are on the same team along with Josh *role eyes* and Julie! No fare grr!
Posted at 03:08 pm by Giggless92
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Friday, October 01, 2004
Bad Morning coming into day
Genni was just on the blog i got on then 3 mins latta she wasnt! and to add to the BAD morning i have to dust me stupid room!! :'(
Posted at 09:55 am by Giggless92
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Wednesday, September 29, 2004
Okay yesterday was confusing more like yesterday night! Amy thinks she is a femaldog she said cuz we had this fight i guess b4 and she went to go to a walk anyways Krissy really helped me while i was crying buckets (thanks God it was DARK :D) And amy apoogized which i have to say kinda took me off guard. But I was happy she did! so then i said sorry cuz i was at fault then wetalked! it was great! no fighting and it seemed like she was enjoying herself too! :) thank u LORd :-D oi i also found some awesome stuff out but the bible i wanna talk to someone bout it!
Posted at 10:01 am by Giggless92
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Saturday, September 25, 2004
I feel like a total jerk Kris AGH gott talk to u sOON
Posted at 10:47 pm by Giggless92
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